Friday, April 26, 2013

writing prompt #12

If you could change one thing in the world, what would it be and why?

If I could change anything in our world, I would take all of the hate out of our society. Hate for race, sex, sexual orientation, religion. I think we would have a healthier planet if this was the case. It would prevent deaths of innocent soldiers who dont deserve it. It would save heartache for those who dont deserve it. This world would just be better without it.

writing prompt #9

The movie about my life would be a sad story about failed love. It would show that girl always striving to be what that boy wants. It would be a path to self discovery that takes several sequals to it, because I just haven't quite found who I am. Who I'm meant to be. What I'm meant to be. It would show the struggles I have to work through. I would definately hope i would be acted out by Rebel Wilson. I can only hope to be a person with a quarter of her personality.

writing prompt # 8




This is what i want to be true about myself. I play it off as if this is the truth about me, but it never is. Everyone will look at me and say, yeah thats her. No, its not.I love being able to make other girls like me love themselves, or rather inspire them to. But i have alot of things that I wish i viewed like this photo. I wish I was this picture. There isnt one day that I don't feel like there is something I have to change because someone else wont like it. I want a boy to love me, so I feel like I have to be someone else for them to pay attention to me. I want to be the person that picture describes.

writing prompt #10

What are your five favorite songs at this point in time?  Why?

1- my absolute favorite song is Spacebound by Eminem. I think i love this song because it speaks of a love that is septic, but so intense that he doesnt want to think that it isn't going to last. He states "Love is EVOL, spell it backwards I'll show you."  He had that love, then it went terribly wrong. Even when he doesnt want to he keeps after her. Whether or not he wants to, his heart makes him keep going. He talks about the physical pain of heartbrake, which i relate to.
2- another song I listen to quite frequently is called Mirror by Lil Wayne ft. Bruno Mars. This song talks about self reflection and talks about how Wayne keeps seeing these sad things about this man and how he has nobody, and that he is so disgusted with what he sees. Then in the chorus he reveals that he is looking in a mirror and criticizing himself.
3-I also like Love The Way You Lie Part III by Rhianna. In the first part it sings about a violent abusive relationship that was toxic for both parts. It talks about how love made them do horrible things. The part III just feels like its that time in someone's head that you are comparing the good to the bad, and remembering things as they were. Its like what goes on after the calm of the storm. It still has those same things in it about the fights, but its like its calm, and in the end she makes the decision to leave. It is amazing.
4-Just To Get High by Nickelback has alot of emotion behind it. It talks about a toxic friendship where a friend tries to be there for another friend who has a severe addiction to some sort of drug. He begins to steal and be violent just to get a fix. He gives up everything to get the drugs that he wants. In the chorus it talks about how the friend finds him all messed up in an alley and is just really frustrated with him.
5-Just Give Me A Reason by P!nk. It talks about how things start to fall apart in this couples' marraige/relationship after a while, even though their love was explosive and so amazing at first. Together they fix eachothers imperfections. They get to that huge bump in their relationship, and they force eachother over it and save their love and relationship. It is beautiful.

Thursday, April 18, 2013

writing prompt #11

What is your legacy? What are you leaving behind for others? (or what do you hope you are leaving behind for others)  Another way to think of this question: how do you want to be remembered by future students? Or do they want to remembered at all? If not, why not?

I want the other kids to remember me by the way I was. I stood up for those who deserved it. I May be overweight, but I have always been overly confident. I'm an amazing friend to those who deserve it, but to those who are bullies and just mean because they have a name, money, or just think they can, I let them know exactly what I think of them. I want girls to remember me for what I am. I want every girl to know that she has a voice and she is allowed to use it whenever she wants. I hope I at least help people to do the right thing for them. If they have abusive parents or a boyfriend, I hope they have the strength to get help. If they believe that they should do drugs like I did, to forget, I hope they realize what it is doing to their lives and stop. I hope that they don't believe it when people in their lives tell them they are worthless, and to prevent them from sleeping with people to feel better about themselves.

In the long run I hope to be that person that girls look to and say, "She did it, why cant I? I'm worth it."